Help me, I've always being lost and now I'm self destructing.?

Since I can remember, I've been a great student. Coming top of the class without studying (and I'm very lazy). I easily get bored with everything/anything. I used to be Christian but today I'm an unforgiving atheist (with good reason). I dropped out of college (was studying Mechanical Engineering then changed to Civil Engineering) to start a software firm. I'm very persuasive and we made quite a lot, I got bored and into a disagreement with the VC and left the company. The company failed. Today, I'm at my second software firm and it almost seems I'm bored out of my skin, again. To make things worse, I live in West Africa (which means the livelihood of people here should be termed sub-human) and being an atheist and a supporter of the singularity makes you really lost. Today, I can't finish anything. Nothing whatsoever. I am seriously lost. HELP ME, PLEASE!